Joy

Cold 

Freezing 

Try not to cry 

Hard 

Painful 

Icicles fill my eyes 

Many 

Hot 

Other girls 

But 

No 

They won't get a try 

*Next time you question me, 

I'll take it offensively. 

No more bein nice, 

you should've thought twice 

about hurtin me. 

*Ima make you feel like I do, 

if it's even possible for you. 

Cuz I don't think you care about anything.. 

and you're not even aware 

of any of the pain you put me through. 

I wish I could say I don't love you, 

but that would be lying, 

and that's something I won't do. 

Cuz I wouldn't wanna end up bein like you! 

*Oh how I wish I could see tears 

seep through your eyes, 

but even that wouldn't be enough 

to cover up the lies 

you kept from me. 

No sleep last night, 

too busy thinkin of you. 

I was tryin to figure out how I could fix things, 

but I can't. 

You wouldn't want me to anyway, 

so I guess I'll just have to stop loving you somehow. 

And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared. 

*It hurt bad. 

I shouldn't waste my tears, I know. 

It's kind of too late to say that. 

I've already unleashed thousands, 

cuz every thought I ever had 

was about you. 

And every dream I ever wished 

came true - 

when you entered my life. 

And now you're slowly disappearing, 

so I didn't sleep last night. 

~TrUtH~

to live is to love, 

to love is to feel,

to feel is to hurt, 

to hurt is to lose, 

to lose is to hate,

to hate is to heal, 

to heal is to change,

to change is to risk,

to risk is to love

Love is a risk everyone takes,

some of us win, 

some of us lose,

it's a lottery of hearts, 

you never know what to expect, 

just keep playing the odds and pray for the best 

*~CrAzY mIxEd ~* 

One bright day in the middle of night, 

two dead men stood up to fight. 

Three blind men to see fair play, 

forty mutes to yell Hoo-Ray. 

Back to back they faced each other, 

Drew their swords and shot each other! 

If you don't believe this lie is true, 

ask the blind man, he saw it, too! 

"It's gonna be Alright" 

Minutes after the big fight, 

I realized it wasn't right. 

I heard the yelling in my head, 

But all I saw was a sea of red. 

Then that night I laid awake in bed, 

And reviewed all the mean things that I had said. 

Then the intense red calmed to a blue, 

And I knew the things I had to do. 

I shouldn't have said the things I did, 

I was just being a stupid kid. 

I'm glad that you understood, 

Because I didn't think that you would. 

I had, had a bad day and I thought that you knew, 

Either way I shouldn't have taken it out on you. 

Now the blue faded to a white, 

And I smiled knowing everything would be all right. 

Love 

As lovers sit beside each other 

eye to eye they see 

how meening full and full of love 

each other shall always be 

Love they say is to strong for words 

and to strong to throw around 

but nothing feels more like love 

then listening to their hearts' which pound 

Love is the most incredible feeling 

one usually describes with sighs 

you can feel the warmth and respect 

when you look in to your lovers eyes 

If Love should ever come within two hearts 

their souls will colide into one 

Then life will turn into a wonderful place 

and seem there is good to be done 

I liked you so much, 

I didn't tell you. 

I didn't want to damage 

A friendship so true. 

I'd say I love you, 

But you don't love me back. 

And love is a reciprical thing. 

The Day 

The day was the last 

The day was gone 

The day was sad 

The day made me mad 

Cuz you left my heart 

~*~*~*~*~3 Seconds~*~*~*~*~ 

3 seconds to say I luv yew 

3 hours to explain 

How yew can luv me 

But cause me all dis pain 

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ 

Yew leave mah hart wid grieve 

& yew cause me to cry 

So I'll give yew a kiss 

& tell yew good-bye 

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ 

My hart still wunts yew hea 

But mah mind seys "NO" 

So I'll find anotha place 

& sumhwea to go 

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ 

I'll luv yew foreva 

& I hope we can still b frenz 

But dis is how it happens 

Dis is how it ends