Destiny BabygirlLove 1

Destiny BabygirlLove 1

In Love With you

In Love With you

From the Start

From the Start

Before Sunrise - Destiny Cochrane ©

Before Sunrise - Destiny Cochrane ©

Destination - Destiny Cochrane ©

Destination - Destiny Cochrane ©

INTRO

INTRO

Destination - Destiny Cochrane ©

Destination - Destiny Cochrane © with Lance, Acey Love November.8.2012

About Me:

A PM with out asking will only get you IGNORED.Twinkle twinkle little slut, How I'll spank your naughty butt, Once I've warmed it, you will cry and I'll wipe your teary eye. Even though you maybe sore, There is no doubt, you'll beg for more..

a special kiss.

Kiss me now kiss me then
Your lips so soft I need you again
Kiss so special, so perfect so right
Eyes engage for an endless night
Kiss so soft kiss so sweet
Behind your kiss a hidden treat
Kiss so special kiss sureal
No kiss from the past has this feel
Kiss so good kiss so great,
Kisses from you almost seem like fate,
A Kiss from me a kiss to you,
kisses from you are always so true,
Kisses a plenty kisses a few,
This kiss this feeling I never knew,
A kiss from you needs me to make two,
I'd rather have few,
than to loose my chance with you

The Domme's Love - Destiny BabygirlLove

Raise your eyes, take me in
inhale as you see.
A collar circles, mine to own
what do you know of me?

I approach, your eyes dilate,
scent me on the air.
You ask me "please", my fingers tease
and knot within your hair.

Do not weep, tears may not fall
requirements are as rules.
Push the limit, another sting
I'll apply the tools.

This Goddess walks in constant truth
my lips speak your belief.
And if, perhaps, I deem it so
you may have some relief.

Show me your shame, a heart to heal
to punish is to love.
Pleasure, pain, our needs the same
fit as hand in iron glove.

THE HAUNTED OAK - Destiny BabygirlLove

PRAY why are you so bare, so bare,
        Oh, bough of the old oak-tree;
    And why, when I go through the shade you throw,
        Runs a shudder over me?
    My leaves were green as the best, I trow,
        And sap ran free in my veins,
    But I saw in the moonlight dim and weird
        A guiltless victim's pains.
    I bent me down to hear his sigh;
        I shook with his gurgling moan,
    And I trembled sore when they rode away,
        And left him here alone.
    They'd charged him with the old, old crime,
        And set him fast in jail:
    Oh, why does the dog howl all night long,
        And why does the night wind wail?
    He prayed his prayer and he swore his oath,
        And he raised his hand to the sky;
    But the beat of hoofs smote on his ear,
        And the steady tread drew nigh.
    Who is it rides by night, by night,
        Over the moonlit road?
    And what is the spur that keeps the pace,
        What is the galling goad?
    And now they beat at the prison door,
        "Ho, keeper, do not stay!
    We are friends of him whom you hold within,
        And we fain would take him away
    "From those who ride fast on our heels
        With mind to do him wrong;
    They have no care for his innocence,
        And the rope they bear is long."
    They have fooled the jailer with lying words,
        They have fooled the man with lies;
    The bolts unbar, the locks are drawn,
        And the great door open flies.
    Now they have taken him from the jail,
        And hard and fast they ride,
    And the leader laughs low down in his throat,
        As they halt my trunk beside.
    Oh, the judge, he wore a mask of black,
        And the doctor one of white,
    And the minister, with his oldest son,
        Was curiously bedight.
    Oh, foolish man, why weep you now?
        'Tis but a little space,
    And the time will come when these shall dread
        The mem'ry of your face.
    I feel the rope against my bark,
        And the weight of him in my grain,
    I feel in the throe of his final woe
        The touch of my own last pain.
    And never more shall leaves come forth
        On the bough that bears the ban;
    I am burned with dread, I am dried and dead,
        From the curse of a guiltless man.
    And ever the judge rides by, rides by,
        And goes to hunt the deer,
    And ever another rides his soul
        In the guise of a mortal fear.
    And ever the man he rides me hard,
        And never a night stays he;
    For I feel his curse as a haunted bough,
        On the trunk of a haunted tree.

Joy

Cold 

Freezing 

Try not to cry 

Hard 

Painful 

Icicles fill my eyes 

Many 

Hot 

Other girls 

But 

No 

They won't get a try 

*Next time you question me, 

I'll take it offensively. 

No more bein nice, 

you should've thought twice 

about hurtin me. 

*Ima make you feel like I do, 

if it's even possible for you. 

Cuz I don't think you care about anything.. 

and you're not even aware 

of any of the pain you put me through. 

I wish I could say I don't love you, 

but that would be lying, 

and that's something I won't do. 

Cuz I wouldn't wanna end up bein like you! 

*Oh how I wish I could see tears 

seep through your eyes, 

but even that wouldn't be enough 

to cover up the lies 

you kept from me. 

No sleep last night, 

too busy thinkin of you. 

I was tryin to figure out how I could fix things, 

but I can't. 

You wouldn't want me to anyway, 

so I guess I'll just have to stop loving you somehow. 

And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared. 

*It hurt bad. 

I shouldn't waste my tears, I know. 

It's kind of too late to say that. 

I've already unleashed thousands, 

cuz every thought I ever had 

was about you. 

And every dream I ever wished 

came true - 

when you entered my life. 

And now you're slowly disappearing, 

so I didn't sleep last night. 

~TrUtH~

to live is to love, 

to love is to feel,

to feel is to hurt, 

to hurt is to lose, 

to lose is to hate,

to hate is to heal, 

to heal is to change,

to change is to risk,

to risk is to love

Love is a risk everyone takes,

some of us win, 

some of us lose,

it's a lottery of hearts, 

you never know what to expect, 

just keep playing the odds and pray for the best 

*~CrAzY mIxEd ~* 

One bright day in the middle of night, 

two dead men stood up to fight. 

Three blind men to see fair play, 

forty mutes to yell Hoo-Ray. 

Back to back they faced each other, 

Drew their swords and shot each other! 

If you don't believe this lie is true, 

ask the blind man, he saw it, too! 

"It's gonna be Alright" 

Minutes after the big fight, 

I realized it wasn't right. 

I heard the yelling in my head, 

But all I saw was a sea of red. 

Then that night I laid awake in bed, 

And reviewed all the mean things that I had said. 

Then the intense red calmed to a blue, 

And I knew the things I had to do. 

I shouldn't have said the things I did, 

I was just being a stupid kid. 

I'm glad that you understood, 

Because I didn't think that you would. 

I had, had a bad day and I thought that you knew, 

Either way I shouldn't have taken it out on you. 

Now the blue faded to a white, 

And I smiled knowing everything would be all right. 

Love 

As lovers sit beside each other 

eye to eye they see 

how meening full and full of love 

each other shall always be 

Love they say is to strong for words 

and to strong to throw around 

but nothing feels more like love 

then listening to their hearts' which pound 

Love is the most incredible feeling 

one usually describes with sighs 

you can feel the warmth and respect 

when you look in to your lovers eyes 

If Love should ever come within two hearts 

their souls will colide into one 

Then life will turn into a wonderful place 

and seem there is good to be done 

I liked you so much, 

I didn't tell you. 

I didn't want to damage 

A friendship so true. 

I'd say I love you, 

But you don't love me back. 

And love is a reciprical thing. 

The Day 

The day was the last 

The day was gone 

The day was sad 

The day made me mad 

Cuz you left my heart 

~*~*~*~*~3 Seconds~*~*~*~*~ 

3 seconds to say I luv yew 

3 hours to explain 

How yew can luv me 

But cause me all dis pain 

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ 

Yew leave mah hart wid grieve 

& yew cause me to cry 

So I'll give yew a kiss 

& tell yew good-bye 

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ 

My hart still wunts yew hea 

But mah mind seys "NO" 

So I'll find anotha place 

& sumhwea to go 

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ 

I'll luv yew foreva 

& I hope we can still b frenz 

But dis is how it happens 

Dis is how it ends

Reflection - Beautiful Nitemare

This morning, in the twilight between a beautiful nightmare and wakened state, I thought, oh dear, oh my, as  I awoke, I looked across the room to see myself floating in a maze.

I saw my life reflecting my mirror of my inner side, I saw the love passionately sweeping down from the heavens.

As I blinked my eyes to look again I saw this bright light before my eyes, could this be an Angel sending me a message from God... 

I looked again blinking my eyes once more and there was nothing there, for a moment in time I wondered if it was my parents reminding me to look deep inside of who I was.

I cried a lil and smiled, thinking today was a new start into my beautiful future..

As all things around me turned back into reality I fell back to sleep, I found myself back into my reflection and woke up smiling thinking that was a really kewl dream.

LOVE

I as a child had love at one time,

the joy's in my heart layed restfull at all times.

till one day I got older an lost my way,

I fell into a trap... that I couldn't get away.

I begged god as a child to help me today,

but as I got old I soon felt more this way.

god please... I begged... help.. help.. I cried to the heaven,

god please help me today.

there I lay hurt deep inside,

thinking all that I live for... was gone forever inside.

then as I realized.. only way to say,

when I needed to find god... for here in my heart today.

now that I have found love... deep within my heart.

I never wan't to let this (feeling)... ever (Grow) apart.

I love you forever,

Forever to stay.

you have touched my heart,

so deeply I love you each an every day.

Thankyou for loving me ever single way,

I will always remember to follow my heart today.

I have truely nothing more to say,

I Love You.

Between you and Me

A special world for you and me

A special bond one cannot see

It wraps us up in its cocoon

And holds us fiercely in its womb.

Its fingers spread like fine spun gold

Gently nestling us to the fold

Like silken thread it holds us fast

Bonds like this are meant to last.

And though at times a thread may break

A new one forms in its wake

To bind us closer and keep us strong

In a special world, where we belong.

Fantasy

When desire burns holes in my heart I close my eyes

because behind the

colors of love and lies a world of unknown possibilies,

 Where I am importart

only I can decide the rules no one could stop me when

 I lay my head down on

your shoulder and I will tell you through all my tears what

I've nevertold someone

before and you'll comfort me your smile's like the lost sun in my life .

 I thank you for being there for me

Dust

Dust                              By Lisa Petrosino    6/18/2012

It came from a dark sky
Catching the dust from the hard dry ground, and carrying it down.
Feeding the world below, as it always does
The grass,the trees,and the flowers of course.
and it feeds me.  Hot from a sun to cruel to care.
It hits me like a cold breeze, covering my body in beads.
Washing away my dust of the day.

To Touch

To touch    By Lisa Petrosino 6/18/2012

Soft as the petal from a rose,
To touch the skin of a woman
coating her body in silk and scent.
burying my face in the warmth of it.
I find myself lost.Wanting to be as close to it as I can.
Leaving no space for air or light between us.
To touch her flesh leaves me with goosebumps.
Gives me a chill, a flush to my face.
Blood rushing to my fingertips as they explore her body.
She feels their coolness on her open spaces.
My hands travel to the softess of places.
Bringing pleasure and a smile to her face.

I LOVE YOU

I never really knew you you were
just another friend, but when I got
to know you, I let my heart
unbend.

I couldn't help past memories that
would only make me cry, I had to
forget my first love and give love
another try.

So I've fallen in love with you and
I'll never let you go, I love you
more than anyone I just had to let
you know,
And if you ever wonder why I don't
know what I'll say but I'll never
stop loving you each and everyday.

My feelings for you will never
change just know that my feeling
are true just remember one thing
"I LOVE YOU"


Marlene Mendoza...

YOU

When you offer all you have, but you
have no more to give.
When you're holding on for life, but
you just don't care to live.
When you get a second chance, but
you make the same mistakes.
When you think you have it all, but
you don't have what it takes.
When you're free to speak your
mind, but that freedom lost its price.
When you're going to get hurt, but
don't bother to think twice.
When you have nothing to gain, but
have nothing to lose.
When you have no other choice, but
you don't know what to choose.
When you're screaming out for help,
but you're not making a sound.
When you're not exactly lost, but
you're no where to be found.


Marlene Mendoza...

DESTINY

The first time we met, it was destiny
you and I, were meant to be. You
were so gentle, you were so true,
when you first held my hand I just
knew.

So often when I am embracing you, i
it seems that you exist in this world
only because of me and I exist
because of you.

Now still together, thought laughter
and tears our moments,
our memories we have, shall never
fade, for those are the steps, that
we have made I couldn't live, I
couldn't breathe without you by my
side, never will I let you go, my love
Will never hide and in my heart you'll
always be from now until forever, no
matter what, no matter where we'll
always be together

I've never known a love like yours
nor thought it could be true, but
every time I kiss your lips I feel what
love can do here is the secret no
one knows that with only one kiss
the world moves under your feet
is like flying in the sky of love is only
one ticket with no return.

So, if the king can save his throne,
and if the bird can have his spring
nest, and god can have his heaven,
with all his angels then I your queen,
can have your love So, in this life or
in another together we will be.


Marlene Mendoza...

TRAIN OF LIFE

The train moves faster like life passing by,
it's like a timeline from the past to the
present. His old wheels are rusty and full of dirt, the sound that it makes is like thunder from a stormy night. It passes every two minutes everyday,
I am already used to the sound of the horn from far away.

It moves faster like the wind. His wheels keep shivering every time he passes by pounding on the tracks from the movement and from thought of being old and yet he is still keeps moving like the air smooth and gentle ever since technology was invented.

There is no ending to the railroad tracks they are miles and miles long, and the same train of life is still the one passing thru the same path everyday since the first time that it was born to travel around the world.

Marlene Mendoza

Why Not Me Instead Of You

Why not me instead of you
Your life had just begun
I have lived so many years
My work on earth is done
I can not believe my eyes
As they cover you with dirt
Tears will not stop flowing
My heart fills with hurt
Memories of you embrace me
I prepare my self for the worst
Why not me instead of you
I should have gone first...

Rodney you will alway be in my
heart and soul , I LOVE YOU
my SON until Death To Us Part

 

R . I . P   ( Rondey )

July 2 , 2002  - to - October 15 , 2004

 

Ture Love

I love you more then life can say
I think about you every day
Even tho you are fare away
In my heart you will stay
People say love is blind
But not to me because you are so kind
So every day i hope and pray
that your love will never fade away

If I Died Tomarrow

If i died tomarrow
Would you even care
Would you miss the way i smile
Or the smell of my hair ?

If i died tomarrow
Would you really miss me
Would you miss times we talk
Or every time you kissed me ?

If i died tomarrow
Would you be to blame
Would you come to the funeral
And hang your head in shame ?

If i died tomarrow
Is there anything you'd want to say
May be that you love me
And want me to stay .......

Why Not Me Instead Of You

Why not me instead of you
Your life had just begun
I have lived so many years
My work on earth is done
I can not believe my eyes
As they cover you with dirt
Tears will not stop flowing
My heart fills with hurt
Memories of you embrace me
I prepare my self for the worst
Why not me instead of you
I should have gone first...

Rodney you will alway be in my
heart and soul , I LOVE YOU
my SON until death to us part

            R . I . P     ( RODNEY ) 
 July 2 , 2002 - to - October  15 , 2004

My Hero

My hero is a blue shirt
He wears a badge and gun
Serves his public night and day
He says the road is fun

He risks his life for strangers
always does his part
A modern day man
My hero has a heart

some times his soul is weary
Midnight can be rough
With little rest , he does his
Best , Decisions , Too are tough

Other days are funny
Some are sad , its true
His life about just helping out
The likes of me and you

My hero loves his uniform
He loves the risky life
He's  proud  to be a blue shirt
I'm proud to be his sister....

( The Inside Out )

                                                           If only you could see inside
                                                          The part I always try to hide
                                                         The part I can't seem to let out
                                                   The part that makes me cry and shout
                                                     A frightened child alone and scared
                                                       A child about who no one cared
                                                        Locked away for all these years
                                                       Locked away with all these fears...
                                                       Could you love this part of me ?
                                                       This part of me you'll never see
                                                        The sad and angry child inside
                                                             I try so vary hard to hide...
                                                        May beyou could learn to know
                                                          The feeling i try not to show
                                                         Hold me when I cry and shout
                                                And you could HELP me let the inside out......

THE WAY SHE MAKES ME FEEL

You make me feel special,
You make me feel new,
You make me feel loved, with Everything you do.
You hold me close when I am sad.
You wipe my tears from my face when I cry.

Every time we are together, it seems like the perfect night.
My eyes light up when I see you from the corner of my eyes.
I smile when we are together and I know that's you are my other half.

No matter how bad things are, you always make them better by being the way you are.
I love the way you kiss me, the way you hold me tight inside your arms.
I love the way you can make me laugh for absolutely no reason at all, I love how no matter what I do, you will be there to catch me whenever I fall.

I just want you to know, that even thought we sometimes fight, I will always love you! No matter what, day or night.


Marlene Mendoza

Nice to meetcha........

                                                                          INTRODUCTION


               Hi there, hola, ohh look, guess who? 
               Most of you know me by zannyboo.
               Took me so long to make it in,
               I'm like wtvr, just sink or swim.....

               I'm here now, and that's all that matters
               Delivering random thoughts and splatters
               Tossing out colours that take word form
               Like brainchild secrets, and heart love torn...


              I think I'll stay,
              I like it here,
              Plops down on a bean bag chair....
              Deep in thought as i always am,
              My mind flowing with diddly damn.

             
              
            
             
             
              

       
               

               

           
               

Broken Records

Our lives are all
Like a jukebox
Bits and pieces of us
In every song.

We fall in love and think
It’s a Heavenly match
And we often overlook
“That tiny scratch”

Because we’re stuck like
A needle on a record:

We feel so good…
…We feel so good
We feel so good…
…We feel so…
NICE.

New relationships begin by
Singing terms of endearment
But the verses all change
When we start to feel pain.

We all think we’ve found
Such a perfect match
Until we finally notice
“That deep scratch”

The needle jumps and skips
All over the record:

And we are c…
…And we are cold
And we are cold…
…And we are…
ICE.


-Camille Cheek
7 Nov 1993

GIVE UP

No one knows none can see this pain that lives inside of me.
Scars that burns as smiles fade you wonder why they ever stayed. Push and pull drift away tomorrow's just another day heartless, soulless all I'd be if life would just give up on me.

Marlene Mendoza

Wheels and Tracks

The train of thought that never quite gets there,

Is perhaps more dangerous than  the one arriving at the destination.

For as we travel along these tracks,

Paths can change,

And tracks will have to readjust.

Readjusting is dangerous you see,

Because when it is what it is,

Maybe it isn't quite that anymore.

The rigid metal that constrains the train,

Can change with a little persuasion.

As one travels down the path,

Moving along a set track,

Imagine molding that metal,

Imagine the wheels free...

And all that is,

May be only a fraction of what could be.

HEARTLESS MOTHER

I tried to talk to you, but you didn't reply. I ask questions and all you did was lie. I made room for you, you left me in the dark, Didn't hold me tight, I had to find the light.
I tried to hold you, yet you pushed me away. You left without reasons, I wont forget that day. But I'm doing alright, you didn't think I could with all of me, I made it right, but it shows how much I know and how much I learn without you being a part of my life. The world keeps moving just like the hands of the clock keeps turning we can't change the past but yet we could change the future.

Marlene Mendoza

LIFE

life? whats it mean..
wheres it supposed to go ?
what are we supposed to do with nothing to say, and nowhere to go ?
what are we supposed to do when the words don't come out right,
when theres nothing to feel, nothing to talk about, nothing left to think about, but that same old speech, the same old talk.

we all live different lives, we go through different strides,
we travel roads unfamiliar to most, we go down the roads of memories,
we look back and wonder whered the time go?

our fun flies with time, the clock never stops ticking.. we only live once. stop and see everything around you, notice even the things you don't want to see, the things that you ignore that are happening regardless if you can control them or not.

look at the life you are leading, look at it's dead ends, you're going on a one way road to nowhere! life has many tests, many trials, the things you experience in life are to see what life is really to you, to give you definition, but when you ignore whats going on around you, you don't notice where life is taking you! you don't see what you yourself are doing to make YOU!

overall, life is just a long, spread out journey, that is out of your control, either way you look at it.. there is only going to be a few things that you are going to be able to control, and those that you can't control, are not to be controlled.

life will end one day, from now until the end of time, live the life you WANT to live, not the dream that you cannot reach! live a complete life that has everything in it that you wished for.. live a life that's to the extent of everything you dreamed! life? whats it mean? wheres it supposed to go ?..........
when i get there.. i will let you know.. until then.. i will not let go, cause i have a lot i want to do , and the feelings coming back into my life have nowhere! atleast i will always have somewhere.. because i will not lose sight of myself.. life? whats it mean? hell if i know! just live!

Missing Out

I don't know what it is you have against me, i feel tension all night long,
and all of a sudden, i feel everything i do is wrong.
I witness whispering, then laughing along with constant staring.
Then, i wonder, what is it i've done wrong?

Not a smile, or anything from familiar faces,
not a grin or even a giggle, all i see is empty faces.

In the corner there i stand, alone, left out,
and still i don't understand...........
where i missed out..

---Veronica--------

Your Puppet

A puppet once did play
But now, crushed I lay
Strings so often pulled
Have suddenly frayed…
A game grown old,
No more to be played.

A fool, I admit, with
Much guilt and shame.
My ignorance, above all
Is most to blame.
Blind trust I must
Confess was dumb…
It matters no longer,
You’ve had your fun.

Strings so often pulled
Have somehow mended,
The game grew old
But never ended…
A short struggle only
For I knew you’d win,
Your puppet I find
I am again.

-Camille Cheek
6 June 1978